Dear, I cannot speak the feeling when you stand at me, walk to me, only I can do is just to fix my eyes on you. Do you know? I am afraid, I am afraid that it's just a dream, like the dreams I have dreamt for every day and night of these five years. Through your expression, I can see how excited, how astonished, how painful I was at that moment. Baby, you have not forgotten the life we had together in the past, have you? I got a severe stomachache, not because of the cold wind, the endless waiting, the whole box of cigarette, just because of you, of your fantasy expression in your beautiful eyes, as the memory has been carved in my mind. Baby, you are back, finally return in my arms. When I touch your hair, fondle your fair complexion, I eventually realize that you are really back. Do not leave me again, do not, we will be together, we will live an excellent life from now on, I promise, I swear to you.

“我活了二十四年，前十二年我的身边有你们，后十二年我的心里一直有他，我有多爱你们，就有多爱他……”当我看见小笛这一句，眼泪哗的就下来了。。- -

每个人，都有他初见时难以忘怀的人，或许是朋友、或许是爱人，或许，也只是个陌生人，人生若只如初见，本是一种奢望罢了，只是每每怀念那份曾经怦然心动的人时，总是忘不了最初的迷恋和惊叹。生活还在继续，每个人都没有终点，也许以后他或我的身边还会有什么人出现，还会有什么事发生，十二年，对于漫长的一生来说，其实也不过转瞬，只不过它聚集在我们最执着热情的青春岁月里，让那些曾经的痴狂曾经的跌宕刻骨铭心，回首向来萧瑟处，也无风雨也无晴，有的只是陪伴在身边的熟悉的身影，一颦一笑间，早已让我弥足深陷。

十二年，对于漫长的一生来说，其实也不过转瞬？大约1/7的人生只是转瞬？怎么可能？