there is so many time to let me to do what I want to do now but I just really like what I really care about that I don't have enough interest.Of course ,,including my C++ which make me really embarrassed.All in all ,today I finished the 1st part,,feeling a shame..

，，oh.the people come back and I just want to do nothing，，why people can.t do everything by their brain except in a hurry

I hate myself just for caring everything even it dosen.t relate to me

why they.do wrong thing and live in a wrong spirit until death where is their brains why should no one do the job to change it to be right or a bit right

I am sleepy okkkay blah blah -_-||just go to bed and be a fool，，zzZ

using mobile phone is so difficult to me to type these letters ,,so ,i use the PC,just to improve my Chinese Englise or to reach other aim just like make bed ..

another day，，yesterday is too hot and haven.t use it as i can

，，good day..yesterday，，wow..she asked me out and it.s so happy..or i have to sleep and see big bang theory what.s more ..of course my c++

there is no time make good use of it！！！

want to be the king of the world

，，father sleep less than 2 hours a day but me.just study 2 hours a day

one or two days later I will move to the 1st floor

tomorrow will be the last chance for me .just think this and f..k it until the end of the world

Even if I had realized this result,I couldn*t be good enough now.
Yes,I haven*t thought that I can get such a result after paying the energy as much as I think I can pay .
Just need a aim .No!
I just need a success,even just a little.
My grades can*t satisfy my aim.HaHa,maybe just as what Chinese people said,too young too simple.
So believe in myself ,which lead to a result that I can even laugh at me.
The farthest distant in the world to me ,except the relative love which with death,is the aim that I start to don*t believe in my original thought and even change it .