Some things I do not know how to face, nor do I know how to change it, it seems really powerless. My dear sister, I miss you so much! You're good? After that? Now have this appearance, after more what, I can not imagine. I was afraid of not to bear, you sad, mom and dad? What is the matter! Tonight, I am very depressed, want to cry loudly, really want to cry, but cry, hold back in my heart really uncomfortable. What should I do? Why is this end? If I die, it will not be painful. But I really can not be reconciled, if I go, mom and dad how to do! Hum... Even alive, in the hearts of parents is always a pity, sad place. Oh... Really will not be before! I'm afraid, good sad...