I slept late last night because I can't stop thinking about some rubbish.Why can't I feel satisfied about my recent condition?I know I'm still fragile.Jessy why?Actually all I need to take care is my work,but sometimes it's really hard for me to focus on it only.I remember when I first arrived in Shanghai, I did that.
My dream is travelling around the world and it never changed.But the reality makes everything hard.I miss Suzou and Hangzou because I had unforgetable nights there.But who can take me there agagin?Heaven above,Suhang under.I hope I can go there with somebody can enjoy there the same with me.Desmond can't understand me even though he loves me so much.The only thing he knows well is making money.Maybe we'r both too poor.This guy gave me many things Chinese guys can't do but we'r still different,too different.Recently I start to feel a little regret to came back here.Life is boring to me,why?I must be crazy.
Jessy u have a good job now ,u have a man loves u deeply now and ur family will be rich just in 1-2 years.What's wrong with u?What r u thinking ?Why do u keep disturbing urself?Jessy I think u need to start going to book store again.U need reading books and u need to control urself.
Jessy,life is not always happiness and arbitrary.Most of the time u need to stand the loneliness and being apart.Not everything u want willcome to u, u r not the god,right? Of course it's good if everyday is full of flowers and aroma.But u know u still need something totally different with that.This is the only way u can understand the real life better.
Jessy, u need to grow up, u need to follow ur Desmond because u know that he can bring u a happy life different with what u had before.
Life is not rubbish, the bad one is u.Try to remember the days when u were 12.Yes, many bad memories but u were still happy.It's easy for u to forget about those rubbish things.Now u can make it out,too.
YES, I WILL MAKE IT OUT!!!
My dream is travelling around the world and it never changed.But the reality makes everything hard.I miss Suzou and Hangzou because I had unforgetable nights there.But who can take me there agagin?Heaven above,Suhang under.I hope I can go there with somebody can enjoy there the same with me.Desmond can't understand me even though he loves me so much.The only thing he knows well is making money.Maybe we'r both too poor.This guy gave me many things Chinese guys can't do but we'r still different,too different.Recently I start to feel a little regret to came back here.Life is boring to me,why?I must be crazy.
Jessy u have a good job now ,u have a man loves u deeply now and ur family will be rich just in 1-2 years.What's wrong with u?What r u thinking ?Why do u keep disturbing urself?Jessy I think u need to start going to book store again.U need reading books and u need to control urself.
Jessy,life is not always happiness and arbitrary.Most of the time u need to stand the loneliness and being apart.Not everything u want willcome to u, u r not the god,right? Of course it's good if everyday is full of flowers and aroma.But u know u still need something totally different with that.This is the only way u can understand the real life better.
Jessy, u need to grow up, u need to follow ur Desmond because u know that he can bring u a happy life different with what u had before.
Life is not rubbish, the bad one is u.Try to remember the days when u were 12.Yes, many bad memories but u were still happy.It's easy for u to forget about those rubbish things.Now u can make it out,too.
YES, I WILL MAKE IT OUT!!!
