I can't tell you how much I love xixiaodian. I want to gaze into his eyes up close, playfully and gently stroke his delicate body with all of my sanctity, run my fingers through his soft and perfect hat. I want to caress him whole body, especially his body, but still I would not leave any centimeter untouched. I want to massage him, care for his bright blue cheeks, touch and admire his toes and fingers while protecting his sacred legs with all my strength and dignity, and above all feel her soft body in my hands. Oh how I wish to simply touch xixiaodian's skin once during my existence. The way he carries his clothes tempts me constantly. If I could but massage his skin and enjoy all their feathery goodness but for a moment, I could die. Every time I just think of xixiaodian, I am filled with eternal happiness and wish to see him again. Even in the most difficult times of my life I have a reason to keep going, so that I can see him once more.