I know is hard to say,but you don't have enough time,I am so sorry for your lost. You know that the time when you feel nerves,helpless,no one in here. Who care? Put you attitude down,and let you fuck conceit go,you just a ordinary human,wake up,and go on your lonely trip,maybe someday,you can meet one,the one company your whole life. Let them go,for let off you.